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It has incentives as well. It's to help pay for the medical bills of the stray cats I'm taking care of. http://www.gofundme.com/603n2s

I went to the beach on the 12th I believe...Im pretty sure it was Friday night...yeah..pretty sure (or it was the 13th?) Yeah Santa Monica Beach was nice at night. It was nice since I got into it with the boyfriend..nothing too bad but once again he didn't want to see me and was going to take off with his friends..so I was like Fuck you too then I'll just go somewhere. And it was nice walking round and shit. Now today we got into an argument about stupid shit too..he's all stressed out about his paper I guess that's due at midnight..and I was trying to help edit his paper and it all started with the word carnal..I didn't think it was the rig

I am.over taken by very overwhelming feelings...this past week has been...extremely taxing. And i have to instantly get over it...disregard things..but its proving difficult. Everything proving difficult... And another dumb thought that runs through my head is "turn around and look at me...please..just look back...look back please" i always think that as we depart but he never does...but its a.silly stupid thought..and im a foolish woman to think such a thing might happen....i fell too hard for the men jane austen wrote about..all that romanticised ideas...its all stupid and nonexistent. And yet i still wish and think somehow its possible..t